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Wow! I just got done talking to my dad online...and I feel lighter, relieved, happy.  

I'm leaving for a 10 day visit to my parents house  in a week, and the stress and pressure and going was KILLING ME!  My dad and I love each other, but we butt heads on everything (ie: race, religion, freedom, my personal choices and most of all my weight)  I can handle all of that expect for the last.  I'm sensitive about my health and weight when it comes the comments made by family and close friends.  I take it very personal and it effects me more than it should....so with that all being explained.  On to the converstation I just had with the pops.

He was telling me that he had bought Caleb a bunch of toys for the yard and I decided that it was now or never.  If I didn't say something...he would never know what I was feeling and when something DID get said...I was get drepressed.  I told him that I was dealing with my weight (exercise, nutrition, and doctor's guidence) and was putting a lot of pressure on myself.  That dealing with that was stressfull enough, and that comments made by people that I care about really hit me hard.  I said that I wanted my visit to be great but he needed to understand how senitive of a subject this was for me.

Well he said that he understood completely and that he appreciated my honesty about the whole thing.

YEAH>>>>I feel less stressed already

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