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sinsitykitty


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hidden words of love
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Steven goes into see his pain and spinal cord specialist today. God I'm so worried about all of this. Its been almost 2 months and he can barely walk or stand for more then 10 minutes. I know the accident could have been alot worse! I mean, Steven could have been hurt worse...Caleb could have been hurt really bad (He must have one hell of a guardian angel), but there is still this major part of me that thinks 'WHY DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN? WHY ARE WE GOING THROUGH THIS?' Because of this one moment in time, I can't answer any questions about my family's future.

The biggest question right now....is Steven going to be able to stay in the AF? He grew up dreaming of being in the service, and he's really good at doing his job. But now...well now he can barely lift a dinner plate...let alone a missle. The mil docs are saying that they can't tell him anything until he's been on profile for a year. A FREAKIN YEAR! So we just put off our lives for a year to let the miltary decide if they still can use him!! I say bullshit. There are times that the whole "miltary is family' line is a bunch of bull. Don't get me wrong...I love the miltary and all that it stands for. And there are many MANY mil families that are willing to help, but I'm so freaking stressed over all of this and I don't want to yell at anyone (but I can yell at an institution of government and not jurts its feelings) Does that make any sense? Well right now..it makes total sense, but I'll have to read this later to make sure :)

Crap its 12..I gotta feed the monster and head to fkgirl's house.

Bye - Cat

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I know how u must feel right now, the military is so friggin Fickle! I am always so worried what could become of my husband.. and I have a friend that was relieved of duty due to his car accident.. He was elgible for an awesome Govt job afterwards, so you guys will be allright no matter what heppens. I noticed you are in Las Vegas, Nevada My hubby is originally from Nevada, we actually got married In Elko.. LOL I really ramble too LOL

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